wheels spinning

Three years ago I started this blog with the intention of using it as a means of getting out of my head (and heart) various experiences, feelings, and thoughts I have confronted while coming to a better understanding of my sexuality and how that sexuality would fit into my life. Currently, a great deal of those thoughts, feelings, and experiences remain unexpressed as I have perpetually postponed their processing. Meanwhile, life has continued on and my half-hearted attempts at moving in the direction I would like to go have, in large part and unsurprisingly, been without desired results. Lately, however, I have been feeling much more hopeful and even energetic about the possibility of making myself into the person I believe I am, underneath the debris I’ve allowed to collect through everyday living. (A relatively recent job change that is significantly less stressful has helped greatly.)  Perhaps, it is time to get out what’s inside and get on with my life as I wish to live.